i was sitting here watching a cdrama, and having the best night! when i had a sudden realisation. Its the feeling UNDERNEATH.. that is all that matters.
Maybe cos i was tching this drama called Lost You Forever, and theres this character named Tushan Jing, who always seems so lovesick and sad all the time and everything is super dramatic and he gets jealous..
and yeah...
it just reminded me of times in the past when i was focussed on getting things and actions to have certain results. And the results, when i look back at it.. are almost exactly in tune with how i was feeling.
Honestly today, i had the literally best day.. and my timing was impeccable!
can you believe that when we were driving home from the glen after having laksa with uncle and the gam... i got a phone call on my mobile, and i picked up and it was the mechani saying my car was done. And we were literally like just a few blocks way from springvale. so my dad could just drop me off near the bank and i could pick it up. it was so easy! Even my dad couldn't get over how good that was.
honestly... time and time again.. i realise that my mood.. my vibration, my energy... is like the precursor to what comes as a result. its like flawless.
which means... feel bad.. or wanting this or that.. incomplete.... is not good. just relax and be happy. love. within every single person there is something you like.
Soo the basic gist is... just feel happy. play in the zone underneath the surface. the stuff you can see with the eyes.. its surface.. but the level underneath.. you cant see.. but you can feel. just play there :)
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