i understand karaoke now! :) and better at invis woman!

 omg i am so glad i always tried to get better at higher pitch singing!! its finally gotten to a threshold where i really love how it sounds and i can sing lots of spngs i like that are by good singing women!! And the coin karaoke really took it to the next level cos now i can practice belting out louder for those songs!  and each time i got, my voice seems to get stronger and its easier!! ahhhhhhhh

like.. i can actually sing my heart will go on and it sounds good to me! and im not shouting.. im actually singing and i can feel ittttt!

i love that its my own personal concert in that booth! and i imagine ppl have come to hear me sing songs like Legends Never Die etc! :)

its so fun!! and today i discovered... that i can sing just for me.. like while im singing, im singing how it sounds good to me!

I feel like next time i do karaoke, its gonna be great cos ill still be singing just for me! if it sounds good to me, im happy :)  Especially for my fav songs like My Heart Will Go On and It Must Have Been Love!  

yayaya

its kinda the same as how ive been consistently practicing with Invisible Woman in marvel rivals and im finally getting better and today i am so happy with how i did!! i rewatched the highlight i got and it was incredible! im certain my play won us that final team fight to win the game :) i ulted, then i killed the ulting punisher. quite luck, but i feel so cool i went for the kill rather than running and dying.

Then i saw enemy jeff ult and swallow someone, so i shot and killed him and it spat out my team mate.

The  i did my pulse thing and it helped damage to get a kill on enemy peni. and then enemy iron man ulted and i jumped out of the way to survive!

So basically me practicing heaps to get better enabled us to win!  I started with vs AI matches! Cos i felt like getting the mechanics of healing down there would help. Its like starting as a pve healer in WoW. Experience! Then go to pvp :)

Im so happpppy! i rewatched the highlight like 10 times aha!

Also i did my double jump to get out of trouble so often! and one of the biggest keys was what i learned from Poppin Often on youtube. Positioning. i tried to stand at angles where i could heal my team but was cover from the enemy, if possible. i feel so cool when i can do it! :)

ok i learned how to be killer magik

 i am now the path to becoming a killer magik

we played Rvflx and they just went in against the enemy. Dont need to worry too much about fancy combos, mainly its to be aggressive

and so i watched replay them and then i played a quick match

and halfway through the match, i just snapped and went in. But like its a battle sense. Like picking people off, especially squishies.

Teleporting and coming back to team to get heals but lots off offence all match

no need to be bodyguard for healers. Theyre depending on you to kill

Miri chose me over shopping at Bunnings eheh

 It was daylight saving this weekend so the clock got phshed back but of course Miri's sleep schedule wasnt informed so she woke up at the usual time which is now and hour earlier. Andso Jeff was bringing her over on the monday and they were early and he asked if she wanted to stop by bunnings first to do some shopping or go see Cau Ba. And she said go see Cau Ba :D

yayayayaya heeheh

i honestly am maxed out bliss on the mondays with miri!!

I took her to the library today in the pram. It was colder than usual but she doesnt mind. And it started to rain lightly and so i jogged with the pram to get to the library!! And we had such fun as always! We were sitting in the place where Mario Kart is and some kids and their mum and dad were playing it! And the mum (who was a young and attractive asian girl) asked if Miri wanted to play! and she did so she got to hold the controller and i helped and it was so fun!!

And she had fun playing with some other kids there too!

And we had such fun in the afternoon too! We went for a walk again with bubbles outside and down the side streets nearby. It was so fun!!

And when lisa and jeff came over, they came and met us as we walked back eheheh

Oh and i gave the present to miri!! it was a balance bike id bought her!!  It warmed my heart to see her open it!! Jeff and Lisa put it together. And initially Miri was apprehensive about it. And didnt like it at first. But after dinner i wonder if maybe the seat jusr needed to be set at the ideal height and not too low. And once we did that, i think she could do it better! And she was so happy and proud of herself!!  She called out to my mum and dad to show them eeheh and then we showed jeff and lisa!! she was so happy :D

Ive ordered her a pink toddler helmet too now! Cant wait for it to arrive eheheheh.

John loved Suzume and Liz loved the golliwog i got her :)

 yaay! what a nice "end" to that lovely long part of my life! Not really an end i hope! but end of a chapter :)

yayaayya

played marvel rivals again cos stiles and dash and never been happier!

 i was so i to marvel rivals when it first came out. Then i suddenly realised i was obsessed with it and not playing any other games or doing anything else really. And so i stopped completely. For weeks and months i just didnt touch it and let all that muscle memory and skills that id gained deteriorate.

And then the last few weeks Stiles asked me to come play with them! first they chose monday afternoon and i couldnt cos i babysit miri.

And yesterday he asked me what days could i do and i said wednesday! or tue fri or weekend if im free.

And he got back to me and said could i play next tues?

Ok i said! and thats that!

Also two days ago, i watched a video by Dish, a genshin content creator who has been playing marvel rivals. And she made a vid cos she has never played competitive games before and only started cos her husband asked her to and then shes playing. and long story short she was terrified of solo queue. But she wanted to improve. So she just did it. And played like 12 straight solo queue games. And had some bad losses where they even blamed her. But she kept playing and eventually her confidence gained and she actually got better. And when she played with her friends again, she had improved and she seemed so happy!

When i saw that, part of me wanted that.

Also i saw that she got to platinum using Sue Storm! 

it inspired me.

So those 2 events made me come home today, determined to main sue storm.

Id actually literally never played a game with her before.

I amazingly came across a video by a grandmastee Sue Storm support main named Dashboarrd and his video was such a good introduction to the character! I love learning from people who are really good and main the character i wanna play.

After that i tested out her moves in the practice range

and then played some practice matches vs AI. It was such fun!! i was learning how to heal and keep people alive using Sue Storm! it felt like learning to be a healer in WoW! it was so great. And learning about her shields and cc etc!

And i won like so many games and i was hooked on it! I didnt wanna stop!

And then finally close to the end of the night, i decided to have a crack a quick match. And ive been winning as well!! i won games with Sue Storm yay! my dream come true heheheh

so fun!! im gonna keep playing vs AI and quick matches. Its so fun!

Thats probably the level i need to play with Stiles and the gang, quick matches! ahh its fun!

Ooooooh! and i immediately bought her Malice skin. The one with her hot ass! hehehhee I love it! it makes me so happy :)

yayayayayaayay