Aw! today was the last official day massaging my client Margaret. And she got me a bottle of wine and gave me a $20 tip! its so lovely! I really put my all into my massages and when im massaging her its the only thing on my mind!
It was so nice of her to give me a gift!
the title says it all. I am absolutely in love with this game and love playing it so much. Im currently walking to bouldering and listening to the incredible soundtrack by the composer Yu-Peng Chen. i finished the Shenhe Yujin quests The Crane in the Wild today. It was amazing. What an awesome backstory.
I am playing a masterpiece and loving every second of it.
i was really in the vortex at the stray kids concert. and it wasn't caused by seeing stuff and then feeling it. it came from the inside out. i wanna capture a few key points.
gonig into the concert. i felt really chill. i felt like i am one of the hottest people in melbourne, and i was attending a concert with extremely hot idols and i was as hot as any of them. i was stretching either. i really felt it.
i was just chilling in the crowd feeling wow, theres 8 hot guys on stage, plus me in the audience.
At first the screams were really loud and someone behind me screamed a lot at the top of her lungs. At first i was thinking about my hearing, but then i decided, screw it. lets just go with it. and after that i literally didn't care about the volume and even added to it myself! shouting, whistling!
And the girls screams behind me. i was indifferent. If you asked me about her screams afterwards, i would have felt like, what scream?
Also my main goal just fun. I was feeling like how Dennis Rodman is just after fun.
Also I cared absolutely not one iota what anyone else was thinking. I didn't care what they thought of me, or anything. I just did what i liked, because i liked it. and thats that.
It was an incredible feeling. I wanna keep these concepts with me all of the time.
Also some things that could add even more to it. Being kind, thoughtful, chill, content. Would be nice too. But mainly i was just having fun and not worrying about what others thought. And i also thought I was extremely hot. yay.
wow! OMG.. its so true.. if you just softly want something, and dont really care... it comes so easily.
I got Yelan recently, and it was at 55, well before pity! i was so happy and content. I was thinking those other 4 stars, Ningguang, Xingqiu and Beidou seem quite cool, it would be nice to get them. And theyre much easier to get, since a 4 star appears every ten pulls at the most. And i figured since I already have Yelan, ill wish on Hu Taos banner, in case I get her too! i and i wished a few times since i got yelan. each time i had more than 160 primogems, id wish, and very casual about it. cos i have Yelan.
and i just checked. i got hu tao 4 pulls after i got yelan!
and i was seriously wishing hoping id get ningguang or one of the 4 stars lol!! and then the yellow star appeared. and boom!
Hu Tao! ahh... so cool!
I was really keen on getting a great fire main dps! so it just goes to show... its how youre feeling thats important. i spent TONS of wishes, desperately hoping to get Alhaitham, and nothing! ahah
and i was casually hoping for a 4 star.. and got Hu Tao! :D
omg no way!! the last banner, i felt like getting alhaitham, so i used up lots of wishes. lost my 50/50 and got jean. (happy with that!) and couldnt get alhaitham! Im my mind, he was like avoiding me and saying, Dude Yelan really wants to come home to you! Save your guaranteed pity for her!
But every time i pulled for him i didnt get him. Yelans banner started and then i was glad that he hadnt come home, and i was about 40 wishes away from my guaranteed 5 star!
I did some wishes but didnt get her. And was planning on playing a lot so that id get primogems to get those 40 wishes.
But it was like a trickle. Ahaha
I wasnt discouraged.
Today i was having a superb day! I just finished massaging Rina, and she was in paradise ahah! I felt really happy! And i was thinking to myself as i was walking back to my car, maybe ill just buy $20 worth of wishes and see what happens. Its all fun yeah? So far i just buy the $7 a month welkin. But actually all of the 4 stars in this banner, Ningguang, Beidou and Xingqiu are great and id love to have them! So i followed that GOOD feeling impulse. Loaded up genshin and saw that miHoYo had given us all a free wish in the mail, to thank us for playing the lantern rite festival. And so i happily used that single wish.
And then i saw the different coloured star (yellowy?) as the wish was happening. Then boom! A character appeared. And it was Yelan!' The character that Id wanted to get from the moment i first saw her! The one i was actually holding off from pulling Alhaitham to save up gems for! But i ended up pulling for alhaitham anyway, cos i thought i might feel fomo if i cant get him for ages (bad feeling. I wonder if thats a clue about whether i should pull? desperation or happy feeling? It sure did have a different effect!) I certainly was not feeling desperate using a free wish! ahaha
anyways, ill always remember this moment! Im so happy she came to me, and in such a memorable way!! And i didnt have to spam buying crystals to get her! Im still yet to buy any crystals. It feels nice. Although the reason i logged into today after i got back to my car, was that the lovely thought in my head was about buying crystals to wish ahah!
omg i am so glad i always tried to get better at higher pitch singing!! its finally gotten to a threshold where i really love how it sounds...
