i understand karaoke now! :) and better at invis woman!

 omg i am so glad i always tried to get better at higher pitch singing!! its finally gotten to a threshold where i really love how it sounds and i can sing lots of spngs i like that are by good singing women!! And the coin karaoke really took it to the next level cos now i can practice belting out louder for those songs!  and each time i got, my voice seems to get stronger and its easier!! ahhhhhhhh

like.. i can actually sing my heart will go on and it sounds good to me! and im not shouting.. im actually singing and i can feel ittttt!

i love that its my own personal concert in that booth! and i imagine ppl have come to hear me sing songs like Legends Never Die etc! :)

its so fun!! and today i discovered... that i can sing just for me.. like while im singing, im singing how it sounds good to me!

I feel like next time i do karaoke, its gonna be great cos ill still be singing just for me! if it sounds good to me, im happy :)  Especially for my fav songs like My Heart Will Go On and It Must Have Been Love!  

yayaya

its kinda the same as how ive been consistently practicing with Invisible Woman in marvel rivals and im finally getting better and today i am so happy with how i did!! i rewatched the highlight i got and it was incredible! im certain my play won us that final team fight to win the game :) i ulted, then i killed the ulting punisher. quite luck, but i feel so cool i went for the kill rather than running and dying.

Then i saw enemy jeff ult and swallow someone, so i shot and killed him and it spat out my team mate.

The  i did my pulse thing and it helped damage to get a kill on enemy peni. and then enemy iron man ulted and i jumped out of the way to survive!

So basically me practicing heaps to get better enabled us to win!  I started with vs AI matches! Cos i felt like getting the mechanics of healing down there would help. Its like starting as a pve healer in WoW. Experience! Then go to pvp :)

Im so happpppy! i rewatched the highlight like 10 times aha!

Also i did my double jump to get out of trouble so often! and one of the biggest keys was what i learned from Poppin Often on youtube. Positioning. i tried to stand at angles where i could heal my team but was cover from the enemy, if possible. i feel so cool when i can do it! :)

ok i learned how to be killer magik

 i am now the path to becoming a killer magik

we played Rvflx and they just went in against the enemy. Dont need to worry too much about fancy combos, mainly its to be aggressive

and so i watched replay them and then i played a quick match

and halfway through the match, i just snapped and went in. But like its a battle sense. Like picking people off, especially squishies.

Teleporting and coming back to team to get heals but lots off offence all match

no need to be bodyguard for healers. Theyre depending on you to kill

Miri chose me over shopping at Bunnings eheh

 It was daylight saving this weekend so the clock got phshed back but of course Miri's sleep schedule wasnt informed so she woke up at the usual time which is now and hour earlier. Andso Jeff was bringing her over on the monday and they were early and he asked if she wanted to stop by bunnings first to do some shopping or go see Cau Ba. And she said go see Cau Ba :D

yayayayaya heeheh

i honestly am maxed out bliss on the mondays with miri!!

I took her to the library today in the pram. It was colder than usual but she doesnt mind. And it started to rain lightly and so i jogged with the pram to get to the library!! And we had such fun as always! We were sitting in the place where Mario Kart is and some kids and their mum and dad were playing it! And the mum (who was a young and attractive asian girl) asked if Miri wanted to play! and she did so she got to hold the controller and i helped and it was so fun!!

And she had fun playing with some other kids there too!

And we had such fun in the afternoon too! We went for a walk again with bubbles outside and down the side streets nearby. It was so fun!!

And when lisa and jeff came over, they came and met us as we walked back eheheh

Oh and i gave the present to miri!! it was a balance bike id bought her!!  It warmed my heart to see her open it!! Jeff and Lisa put it together. And initially Miri was apprehensive about it. And didnt like it at first. But after dinner i wonder if maybe the seat jusr needed to be set at the ideal height and not too low. And once we did that, i think she could do it better! And she was so happy and proud of herself!!  She called out to my mum and dad to show them eeheh and then we showed jeff and lisa!! she was so happy :D

Ive ordered her a pink toddler helmet too now! Cant wait for it to arrive eheheheh.

John loved Suzume and Liz loved the golliwog i got her :)

 yaay! what a nice "end" to that lovely long part of my life! Not really an end i hope! but end of a chapter :)

yayaayya

played marvel rivals again cos stiles and dash and never been happier!

 i was so i to marvel rivals when it first came out. Then i suddenly realised i was obsessed with it and not playing any other games or doing anything else really. And so i stopped completely. For weeks and months i just didnt touch it and let all that muscle memory and skills that id gained deteriorate.

And then the last few weeks Stiles asked me to come play with them! first they chose monday afternoon and i couldnt cos i babysit miri.

And yesterday he asked me what days could i do and i said wednesday! or tue fri or weekend if im free.

And he got back to me and said could i play next tues?

Ok i said! and thats that!

Also two days ago, i watched a video by Dish, a genshin content creator who has been playing marvel rivals. And she made a vid cos she has never played competitive games before and only started cos her husband asked her to and then shes playing. and long story short she was terrified of solo queue. But she wanted to improve. So she just did it. And played like 12 straight solo queue games. And had some bad losses where they even blamed her. But she kept playing and eventually her confidence gained and she actually got better. And when she played with her friends again, she had improved and she seemed so happy!

When i saw that, part of me wanted that.

Also i saw that she got to platinum using Sue Storm! 

it inspired me.

So those 2 events made me come home today, determined to main sue storm.

Id actually literally never played a game with her before.

I amazingly came across a video by a grandmastee Sue Storm support main named Dashboarrd and his video was such a good introduction to the character! I love learning from people who are really good and main the character i wanna play.

After that i tested out her moves in the practice range

and then played some practice matches vs AI. It was such fun!! i was learning how to heal and keep people alive using Sue Storm! it felt like learning to be a healer in WoW! it was so great. And learning about her shields and cc etc!

And i won like so many games and i was hooked on it! I didnt wanna stop!

And then finally close to the end of the night, i decided to have a crack a quick match. And ive been winning as well!! i won games with Sue Storm yay! my dream come true heheheh

so fun!! im gonna keep playing vs AI and quick matches. Its so fun!

Thats probably the level i need to play with Stiles and the gang, quick matches! ahh its fun!

Ooooooh! and i immediately bought her Malice skin. The one with her hot ass! hehehhee I love it! it makes me so happy :)

yayayayayaayay

i have never been so lucky in genshin as today looool! xianyun, iansan and varesa haha

the last few weeks i wanted to not spend on genshin at all. Id use up my welkin moon and then not refresh it. This way i wouldnt feel the need to log in every day. I found that im just logging in to build characters. But now i have lots of characters built. I only need more characters if im doing the stuff that requires characters, like spiral abyss, imaginarium theatre etc. Anyways. The past few months, i wondered if hoyoverse was getting too greedy with genshin. and also doing quality of life updates that arent really the ones that ppl want.

Coupled with the fact that i saw some content creators say Wuthering Waves improved so much in 2.0 and also Kuro listens to players and add in quality of life ppl what. Even artifact loadouts eheh

Anyways, i wanted to not spend anymore in genshin and just watch them for months to a year to see where they are going with all this. And also i wanted to play Wuwa 2.0 to see what its like. I dont wanna put money into a company that just wants to milk players for money.

Well with that mentality, ive been more nonchalant. Also it helps that ive been listening to Having on repeat while i drive at work. And doing having notes. And honestly my life is going so well and i seem to be swimming in money of late! its so nice!

So i skipped furina and wriothesleys banner, cos i dont really need them, so i had accumulated about 10000 primogems and 9 fates by the time the patch came out today.

And so i started wishing. My goal was to get another constellation for Xianyun, so that shes C2 and i can really enjoy using her as a main DPS! Jello Impact answered my question in a vid and said for sure she can be a main dps! with furina C6 faruzan and bennett.

So i wanted one con for xianyun, and maybe a few iansans, possibly her C2, cos i heard thats a good stopping point before C6.

first 10 pull. I got an Iansan! woot! i was happy! no matter what happens, i can start leveling her up :)

Another 10 pull, i got a chevreuse. cool. i already have her at C6.

Next 10 pull. It goes gold! wth!!

I got Xianyun!! way early!! what the hell! :D  Ok i think its good to be not too up or down. But yes she was early plus i got a chev con and a fav bow in that 10 pull.

So achieved my main goal! And i still had 7000 primogems left! :)

I googled if Iansan is good at c0 and ppl said shes still gonna be good cos the scrolls set is so good anyways. So i was happy.

But then i thought, ill do a few more 10 pulls to see what happens.  I switched to wishing on Varesa cos c2 xianyun is enough for me

I got anothe iansan! wow. So c1.

And then i did another 10 pull. It went gold! what the hell!

It was Varesa! So damn early and won 50/50.

So i got 2 5 stars early. On free primogems id saved.

I thought, ill pull again, see if i can get iansan.

Next 10 pull?  Iansan! c2!

woooow.

When you dont really care that much.. so much you want comes. Wow

went to see Kenn Future Ghost at Games Expo

 🥰

Im so glad i went! i saw him post on fb that he was going to exhibit his game in development at games expo, and i decided i wanted to come support and say hello!

im really glad i did! going in in the morning, it was a lovely sunny day and i had all the time in the world! it was awesome! And actually when i was getting off at southern cross station, i started to feel a bit anxious. Like how would it be when i rocked up at the stand? what would i say? i was a bit worried.

But then i typed in youtube abraham hicks fear. And listened to a short video as i walked.

And it gave me immediately the best advice ever and it helped me so much. They said when you feel fear or anxiety, all you need to do is switch your thought to something you love, thats easy to love.  Its all about airtime that you give to things.

You get to choose the subject in your life. And it immediately helped me. they said you could be in the most fearful situation ever and if you did this, it would help you. What you focus on (the subject) affects your vibration and that in turn affects the world.  Most people have it backwards and allow what they see in the world to dictate how they feel.

Anyways, i bought two salmon handrolls and i just focused my attention on how much i loved salmon handrolls. And i really savoured eating them!! and i felt immediately better! And that just led step by step to a really wonderful day! i just followed my impulses.  And eventually when i got to Kenns stand, everything went sooooooo absolutely perfectly!

And i even played through the story mode of his demo and had a good time and solved it without any help hehe i really enjoyed it!  And Kenn and i had such a warm and awesome interaction.

Love love love it.

oh and i didnt even recognise his daughter Emily who was helping him at the stall! shes grown up now!  She was a kid when i saw her last! :)

Oh and Kenn even said for us to get a photo together and i absolutely love it :)