Lovely Soccer Afternoon With Corinne

 I just had a lovely day with a beautiful girl <3 Even during the afternoon, i was thinking wow.. this is so nice.  Somethings I never expect to happen but this just naturally happened.  Allthough two weeks ago i did get a sudden inspiration to message her about going to the match together.

i wanna preface by saying that quite a number of years ago, there was this big group outing to the museum.  And i chatted to Corinne and we had a short conversation and i remember being stunned by how beautiful she was.  She's always been one of the most beautiful girls ivee known.

We became quite good acquaintances over the years.  I remember one time i arrived somewhere, i think it was one of Kay's events possibly, and when i arrived Corinne came right over to me to say hi and chat! i still remember that and really liked it.

anyways, a few weeks ago we went to the matildas soccer match togther, and Corinne and I caught the same train home.  Corinne asked me if i was planning to go to any Melbourne City matches, and i said oh yeah maybe!  

I took that as an invitation.  And We had had a nice caht on the train ride home and also she was so nice and offered to drive me home from her house in oakleigh and drop me off in springvale (she lives in wheelers hill.  Ive discovered that she has a really good kind, thoughtful heart. Its very nice.

Yeah i think it was the next day or the day after, i got this strong urge to message her to say we should go watch a melbourn city match together.  My brain told me to wait until closer to the day and message, but no.. i went with my guts who told me to message 2 weeks out haha! and she enthusiastically said she would go! if all her house moving had been done :)

and today came and it was so lovely!  it was a 38 degree day, and i walked to the place from cranbourne station. it took me 90 mins. and i enjoyed the walk! i finished listening to dennis rodman audio book on the way hehe.. 

i got there first and then Corinne arrived a bit later.  Oh crap, i remember seeing her in her green dress and wow, shes so attractive hehe

And.. i decided i wasa just gonna enjoy today.  enjoy the moment.  and thats that!  i still remember in the past, with moments like these, i would be thinking how to progress it further, or wishing things would be further along or whatever.  but no.. this time.. i just enjoyed the moment and loved it.

She was so awesome.  She had but all these slices of watermelon, and kept it cool with icepacks, and also had lots of bottles of cold sparkling water to share with me.  it was so good!  we got these palestinian pride flags and that was so Corinnes element, she stuck it in her hair and as we sat in the shade, she was just too beautiful in that moment, i had to take a photo hehe.  I posted it.. and later on, she saw the post and said, oh it looks cool! :D

yay hehe

We watched the match together.. and i loved the vibe.  Corinne mentioned in casey, the match had country footy vibes hehe... and it was quite cool when u thought about it like that.  I truly had a magical afternoon.  And every so often, i would just look over at this beautiful girl standing ne3xt to me, and think wow.. this is so nice!  We had really nice conversations during too.  My favourite was when i was just watching the setting sun, as the match went on, enjoying the magical atmosphere and we chatted about holidays in euroipe and meeting friends from online.  really awesome.

so basically, i had a one on one outing with one of the loveliest girls i know.  I didn't think it would happen, but it did and i loved every second of it :)

sudden flash of insight - its the feeling only that matters

 i was sitting here watching a cdrama, and having the best night! when i had a sudden realisation.  Its the feeling UNDERNEATH.. that is all that matters.

Maybe cos i was tching this drama called Lost You Forever, and theres this character named Tushan Jing, who always seems so lovesick and sad all the time and everything is super dramatic and he gets jealous.. 

and yeah... 

it just reminded me of times in the past when i was focussed on getting things and actions to have certain results.  And the results, when i look back at it.. are almost exactly in tune with how i was feeling. 

Honestly today, i had the literally best day.. and my timing was impeccable!  

can you believe that when we were driving home from the glen after having laksa with uncle and the gam... i got a phone call on my mobile, and i picked up and it was the mechani saying my car was done.  And we were literally like just a few blocks way from springvale.  so my dad could just drop me off near  the bank and i could pick it up. it was so easy! Even my dad couldn't get over how good that was.

honestly... time and time again.. i realise that my mood.. my vibration, my energy... is like the precursor to what comes as a result. its like flawless.

which means... feel bad.. or wanting this or that.. incomplete.... is not good.  just relax and be happy. love.  within every single person there is something you like.

Soo the basic gist is... just feel happy.  play in the zone underneath the surface.  the stuff you can see with the eyes.. its surface.. but the level underneath.. you cant see.. but you can feel.  just play there :)